sillydillyfee

2007-02-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED!
its still need alot of upgrading lols.
its www.feeana.blogspot.com

doing some sh!ty project!!!

2007-02-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

meows:)
now doing history project with yanie:)
hehe.. yanie doing while me blogging.
hey!!the credits is not all to her..oke!
i finish the part that i been given by her.
lols.
just now,did my chem and physics test..
its was KIND OF HARD because i did not did any last minute preparation.
or any preparation.
lols.
so i might fail both tests!!
hehe..ohh well.
shut up!!
haha..
FEE gtg.

meows:)
FEE.

updateddddd!!!

2007-02-05T13:58:00.000+08:00

meows:)
FEE here to update like what i promised to DEE..
hey meows,
i won't be linking you all.but i will always view your blogs.
im just lazy but im not lazy to be loved and love you oke?..
well.
hmm..today nothing much happen at school..
but
i dislike this girl.
she's so proud that she and her boyfriend is attached for a long tiiimeeee!!
is it a big deal to me??
even though me and my bf is only going six months..
we don't go telling people like you do!!
well.
one of my friend told her that ermm..yanie is going to meet her bf up..
you know what she said??
she said is it a big deal??
im like wtf..
you ask her where she's going then ko buat perangai mcm sial
i dunt hate her..
but i dislike her attitude..
today there's social studies test.
i wasn't that prepared..
luckily i remembered about the government thingy.
lols.
tomorrow i have physics and chemistry test.
argh!!still mugging.
lols.
last minute preparation.
ohh well.it's FEE.
it always lidat.
haha.
btw,im not going to update that often..
if i have the time and not the laziness,
i'll update.
ohh ya,on saturday,i meet up with my soulmate,LIZA..
we had so muchh funn!!!!!
we didn't camwhore.dunt know just dunt have the mood.
then sunday liza and my cousins:)
went to my housey!!!
lols.
on the 10 march we're going to have an open hse and a birthday party for
my cute:) niece!!MYRA!!lols.
dunt know yy im all excited about!!
upcoming birthday:LIZA!!020307
i've to remember to buy for her a present.
lols.
gtg

meows:)
FEE.

wtf.

2007-01-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

uhh.I MISS DEE!!
omg. she's my kecik frend.
same2 but diff. age. lols.
i will update bebehh.
i aint care what chu say about me
being a sundal or a sial.
whatever you have called me really
reflects you back bcos you called me
but do you know what ppl think about you
when you said that in front of your classmates??
i dunt get this girls.
i have what girls really want.
my bitches.
my soulmate.
my other half.
the most important thing my family.
they all are standing firm supporting me..
so do you??
i am really proud of what i have rite now.
that's is my HAPPINESS.
what do you have?
FAKE FRENDS WHO STAY BY YOUR SIDE
WHEN YOU'RE NOT IN TROUBLE.
get it,bitch???
but if you're in truoble,they avoid you and spilled out your secrets.
so??
its my life.its my way.
ko yg terasa aku bobal pasal ko.
what can i do??
wtf.
FYI, i dunt these hot bebehhs to make my life ruined.
so back off hot bebehs!!
I HATE CHU!!
get it???
in every ppl life,there's always hatred.
kalau org tu tkda simpan dendam.
they won't post it in their blog about the ppl they hate.
I HAVE HATRED.
and I HATE CHU!!

2007-01-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

hey..
oops.
i guess i forgot to update
tsk3.
hehe.
well.here's the NEW FEE.
haha.
i had so much fun in school.
new friends.
i love my gerlfrens bebeh!
n my breast frn too!
haha.
gtg

btw,
i miss DEE n my other HALF.
love chu two bebeh!

DOLLIPO-FEE.

2006-12-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

i know i've been not updating properly.
duh.
the links n staf.
i donnoe im just plain lazy.
2 more weeks going to back-to-school.
i think so.
im being dumb-dumb.
haha.
lols.
i can't wait to my honey!
i can't wait to go shopping!
haha.
well.gosh.
kak DEE!
i shifted house to taman jurong.
well.changed my hse fone
oh good!
haha.
liza my cupcake been accompnaying me.
lols.
slping over!
we had lots of fun stupid slackers!
eat.slp.watch tv.
tats ol we know!
honet's fone been confiscated.
dunnoe y!
dumb-dumbo
lols.
gtg

bitching aint my sat.
nyonya fee______________#

2006-12-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

it ended.
im okay.

anyway,
i guess im with hym bcos of my stupidity.
its orite.
i styll haf my apeks n my baby honey!
haha.
well.whatever to hym.
im happy it ended.
well.
its orite,
my honey knows all about hym.
but well.i have nothing to do with that sec 2 guy in hillgrove btw!
he's better off without me..
i am also better off without hym but with my honey!
hahaks.
tee hee=)
gtg.
NADDY!!!!missing yoos.

nyonya fee_________#

2006-11-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

updating again.
sleeping at my deardear hse.
lawls.it's liza.
haha.well.fake!been missing you.
masrurah n kak dee n naddy been misssin you alots too!
tee hee.
jus finish toking to naddy
yanie been werking.
so a bit busy
me been a bit busy too.
cos shifting house.
well.missing yasier too.
n my apeks.
haha.
lawls.

bitching ain't my staf!bitch!
nyonya fee____________#

rite here and rite now

2006-11-25T10:32:00.000+08:00

.......
i'm telling you the result of my end of yr exam
oh well.....
i drop to NA
i dun care wat my frens going to sae or tease me
becoz i believe dat wateva happens is all my frens are going to b there fer me
oh!
dat bitches, whores, sluts n hypocrisy or wat fucking shit dey may love it.
who cares to those f**king whores?
do i look like i care?
NO?
yeay, i dn't care wat they going to sae
i dn't give a single fucking shit to them
nobody understands hw i feel rite now
except yanie.
we are in the same situation
i dn't care a single fucking shit they are going to sae
i dn't nd labels like u to b my frens
go on. i hope ur happie
u tink i m proud i drop?
go f**k la
i dn't
i'm juz expressing here
so if u dn't like wat i juz said or going to sae
kindly click the 'X' button.
please and thank u
here a piece of shit dat i've bn keeping
i reallie dn't care i dn't have frens like u
but i m reallie hurt by those fucking lame shits dat u hav done to me
i thought u understand me better than anyone
but u dn't want
so i'm juz doing a favor 4 u
losing u is like a part of my life
but becoz of ur hypocrisy, backstabbing
i grow stronger and tougher
the one who replace u reallie treasure me n i m happie to hav a bestie like her
but truthfullie, i once thought she was different than she is now
but nope
i was wrong
the one who treasured and cared last time was the one
thank god i found her
i realized i'm better off without u
i realized i'm better off without ur fucking lame shit
it may hurt ur feelings
but its the truth
i dn't tink u hav feelings by ur actions u done to me as a best fren
no matter how we try to make up, we can't
becoz i dn't want . really
i had bn cheated and now regretting all my life dat i once knew u as abest fren
and a part of my life
thank u fer the hurtful actions and shits u said or done to me

if any of u pple r reading tink its u i'm talking
then tink wat u hav done
did i as ur bez fren deserve wat u did to me?
hav i done u wrong?
did i ever sae those hurtful words to u like u did to me?
hav i done those f**king actions to u like u did to me???

i dun entertain bitch!

2006-11-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

its been a long time i never updated..
well liza nga kenal2 wit apek as ku!
my scandal..
well.
here's a piece of shit i've been keeping.
i dun entertain wannabes.
i dun entertain friends who are TOTALLY insincere in being my fren.
i dun entertain BITCHES like u!
i hate chu k.
stop being a bimbo cos u're not!
a bimbo is some one who is totally gorgeous but dumb
u're not gorgeous yet u're dumb
that's a fact bitch!
stop being a wannabe
well.you and your stupid friends and your insincerity,immaturity and fucking attitudes can go to hell!
wth.

if u're think u're the one im speaking about.
then tuu ko punye pasal la sial!
i dun give a damn no more!
cos agaknye ko yg terasa aku bobal pasal ko.
ko pikir aku ada masa per.
memang ko sial agaknye bab tuu ko terasa kn.

well,anyway if you're thinking what i am thinking.
you're rite
it's just a post for some stupid bitch and wannabe.
DU-H

gtg
nyonya fee__________#
i hate chu.

180906

2006-09-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

well.
today went out.
its was kinda great.
i miss masrurah and DEE.
well.
i can't seem to get enough of them.
well.what can i say?
they are my frens.
weeeeeeeee~
tomorrow got maths.
weeeee!im so loving it.
fcuk it.man.
it so not because of HIM.
but it so bcos i want to have MATHS.
*doing the happy dance*
haha.FEE today is so crazy.
haha.
well.
gtg.

FEE.

angst.

2006-09-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

congratulations to kak DEE.
she back with her boy.abg AJIB.
she's DEE.
i'm FEE.
don't get mixed up.
haha.lame FEE.
well.
im getting fatter during holidays.
just now out with LIZA AGAIN!
i ate so much.
weeee~
first.
ate BANDITO POCKET.
then i ate PIZZA.
and ate TWO of it.
then i ate POPCORN.CHEESE FRIES.
omg.
see how i eat?
i dunnoe.
been craving for my APEK.
i miss him.
lawls.
well.
now i am confused.
i am angry at him.
well.he saed he can't msg me.bcos of whatever fcuking shit.
but ended knowing that he msg some other gerls.
am i just a spare?
fcuk you lah.
he even tell her that he fought with blabla.
im not ANGRY at the "some other gerls"
but him.
i dunnoe.go fcuk lah.
well.LIZA tankiuk for lendind a listening ear.
im not in a mood to answer any calls or msges.
fcuk you.

NYONYA FEE.

whatever shito you have.confront me.

2006-09-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

Well.
Went out with Liza.
We camwhored inside the bus.
We don’t care whether people were looking at us or not.
Jus went *snap2*.
Hehe:)
Well what can I say?
Haha.
I really love going out with her.
So fun
*Doing the happy dance*
Whatever shit lah.
I don’t care.
I really appreciate what my family did for me.
Don’t tell me what to do.
Don’t tell me I have to change.
Because my family doesn’t say that.
I am happy with the way of my life goes.
Stop asking me to do this. And that.
I hate kaypohs.
If you don’t like me.
You can stop messaging me.
I had enough of kaypohs.
If all you think is that.
I am just boasting that I am happy.
I am boasting because I have a boyfriend.
I am jus plain irritating.
I am just plain fcuking stupid.
Then you are wrong.
Because you are jealous.
With what I have and what I do right now.
I don’t go telling people.
I smoke.
I slash my wrist.
I drink.
Whatever fcuking shit you has done or experience.
I don’t go telling people I have problems.
And I am facing it with all my might.
I don’t do it for your information.
I don’t go telling I have a boyfriend.
And he just so superb.
And he so is caring.
I don’t go around telling people that having a boyfriend.
You have to bear with this.
With that.
And blablabla.
I don’t go around doing that to destroy people's relationship.
I don’t go do that to brainwash people’s mind.
Please stop telling me that my boyfriend is just a flirt.
And just nak puaskan diri dia.
Please.
He’s innocent.
Why can’t you just leave me alone about my boyfriend?
Do you really want me to suffer all my life?
Do you?
I guess you are just jealous.
You keep saying to me.
“Ehk, being relationship is hard because guys can be egoistic, hard-headed and blablabla.”
You go on and on.
Do you really want me to be *unhappy*?
And everything.
You are jus one stepping minah.
Go and get a life.
Kalau tkda, pegi maen SIMS 2 sudah.
Okay?

180906
NYONYA FEE

let it be red

2006-09-03T12:05:00.000+08:00

Well. Here goes for today post.
I didn’t sleep until like we very damn sleepy already.
HeheJ
I don’t know what time.
We talk about our fcuking life.
About how we end up with our dardar.
About how we in school being a loner.
Well.
I admit I love being a loner.
Me and just a friend of mine.
Suryani that’s it.
Talk about friendship of ours.
Talk about our IPW.
Talk about those wonderful things.
She and I had done.
Well.
Liza talks about people don’t like her attitude and stuff.
Go to hell with them.
What they want to say.
Let them be.
Its up to them.
We can’t shut their mouth up.
Whatever fcuking shit they have with us.
They should confront us.
They should not slander, gossip about us.
Well.
Your life is kind of like mine.
Except for our love life.
Which totally both awesome sweet.
I don’t know.
Maybe it’s just down to generations.
My sister, my cousin, me and all.
Have the same fcuking life.
I am not blaming anybody.
But maybe ALLAH wants to test us
The SEDUT’S family.
But I am most thankful. Because.
It makes me stronger and braver.
That’s it for now.

180906
NYONYA FEE.

whatever fcuking shit

2006-09-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

well.
what's past is past.
i can't say much.
yesterday.
he confess something
well what's past is past.
Nyonya fee n Apek *ehem*
weee~
i changed my nickname bcos of my scandal #2.
Apek As.
haha:)
he such a damn flirt.
eversince he SINGLE!
well i miss my singlehood:)
hehehe:)
where i can look
at those hot chinese enn malay guys.
but i don't worry much.
even when i am with my Apek.
i talk about those hot guys.
who cares?
he's jealous.
go grab another girl lah.
haha:)
i don't care.
cey.Nyonya Fee step tk don't care je.
smack your butt then you knoe.
haha:)
well.
there's pros and cons being in relationship.
well i admit.
i sometimes
OVEREACT.
JEALOUS.
GO BANSHENANANA.
but.
i do
CARE
PATIENCE.
whatever fcuking shit he has.
it will also be my fcuking shit.
whenever he needs me.
i will be there.
awww.so suweet.
what fcuk NYONYA.
haha.

NYONYA FEE.

2006-09-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

well.
went out with naddy.dardar.liza.enn herr dardar.
doing home econ.
so have to rush.
to blog.
well.
apek as.
never follow us go library.
enn i ate chocolate.
weee~
i was craving for it.
enn dardar save the day.
he brought chocolate
nice.
weeeeee~
k lah.update to u later

Nyonya fee-

teacher's day

2006-08-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

the bride enn the groom

Nyonya fee.Erma stepping britney.Mide

Nyonya fee.Mide

Nyonya fee.fake shorty.

tis cute lil gerl is soo mine.

my sister's wedding cake

i love this picture.it so cool.

she mine.i love her.
well.
Naddy.
u didn't do what u did.
haha:)
well.its was teacher's day.
wow!!
i love the concert.
the dance was fantabulous.
Faana.Noi.Ezzaty.enn everybody else.
ol shake was sooooooo.
nice:)
i loike the wae Syida groove.
she's one hot babe.
well stop nyonya fee.
u sound loike some fcuking gerl.
well through out.i loike the dance.
well.yanie enn everything.
tkmo fight2.
its loike our bond jus drifted.
but i will make sure our bond will never drift loike some.
kaes?
promises are not meant to be broken my dear:)
gonna post some pictures.

there's more pictures.

but lazy to post.

will post later.

Nyonya Fee.

cry over enn over again

2006-08-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

i cried again.hmph.one thing leads to another.
haiyo!
eyes getting swollen.
mummy kaiting. tankiuk!
hehe:)
*doing the happy dance*
teeheee.
well.
school was the lalalalala~
well.cried until loike hell.
really.let me tell u.
each time kiterr gadoh.
im always the one whu will
cool down first.
enn go to him.
talk things out.
the this time,
im being defiance.
and don't even take the notice of him saying sorry.
enn that point of time i was like nah!!go to hell with you.
then when he just took his fone enn mp3 enn left to go down.
i was like shit..i did something wrong.
i know he's totally very angry enn pissed off.
that's why he just walk off.
i know his bad temper.
then inside me.
i was fucking me.
cursing myself upside down.
then after that.
i forced myself not to cry enn went down.
wooohooo!!
i went down.talk things out to him.
he didn't even raised his voice.
weeeeeee~
bagos.
but still i cry on the way home.
it was raining.
i felt regretful towards what i have done to him.
im sorry dardar:)
i make him feel loike he was at the worse.
enn also when i went down.
his mp3 was loud enough for me to hear at a distance.
i felt pathetic.
fcuk me up lah.
im sorry:)
i don't want to lose you.
but still hafing those fcuking doubts.
about something else.

fee-

enough is enough

2006-08-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

i haf enough dear:)
i don't want to lie no more.
i don't want to live in pretend.
well.i ask him.
what if i love you no more?
he replied
i till try n try.n not give up.if u say no.i will try somemore.
isn't he sweet?
but yet.
i have those mixed feelings.
aren't i such a fcuking bitch?
he treat me loike im the only girl he adores.
but i.
still having those fcuking doubts.
life's a bitch.
yeay.
i am not being humble or anything.
im just gone out of your life.
so that u won't have any friends whu smoke.
im avoiding you.
bcos of tat.
you hate smokers.
well here i am avoiding you.
this isn't any note of threat.
or anything.
im just here to tell the TRUTH.
what i did.
enn what i feel.

telling the TRUTH.
might hurt others.
but
i don't want to live in pretend
i don't want to lie.
that's all.

I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE.
FEE-

haiyo

2006-08-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

one post for tuudae.tee hee.
i was late again to meet wit dardar:)
bla..bla..
the way back.
i was pissed off with DARDAR:)
his attitude n staff.
we fought.
yeay!we fought!
then went back enn cool down.
then i was inside the room.
enn there's goes.
aderr regret lah.bla..bla..
cried enn then took my phone.
enn msg him.
here goes:
u.my dear cheeky hunney bunney eeyore.
sorie for blowing up.
i was pissed off.with my self.
i was pissed of bcos its was abt my STUPID GRADES.
im sorie.would u accept my apology my dear cheeky hunney bunney eeyore.

he replied.
of cos my CUUUte piggy pig..u..nxt tyme u jgn loike dat la.
i tot u reli reli angry wit me..i nk ual ngan u.u luk away..

enn after dat there's more SUWEET msges.
i won't reveal it.
hehe.i will make u puke then.
hehe.but me.NOPE!way no!

here goes for u.
my dear cheeky hunney bunney eeyore.
since u entered my life.180806
u ease my mind.
u make my life worthwhile.
u colour my world.
u make me the only girl u adore.
with those suweetest kisses.hugs.enn msges.
u float my troubles away with those LAME jokes.
tankiuk dardar:)

weii.
to all my friends,
if that's was what your purpose is.
i am sorry.
i know what's wrong.
what's right.
you don't have to teach me.
i have learnt my lesson.
but tankiuk so much.
for the helps.
but i din't realised it.
but the way u did this.
is soooooo hurt our feelings.
we are also human beings with feelings.
everybody NOT perfect.
everybody will realise their own mistakes.

im jus gonna lay low now.
you won't be seeing me next year or next month.
so here's a farewell.
i MAYBE changing skool.
i havent decide yet.
i change skool.
not to avoid ppl.
but bcos of i want to have a new environment.
enn oso HILLGROVE is way far from my HOUSE now.

JUST LET ME BLEED.
no copymeows pls.
i hate it.
comments pls.
on my tagboard.
fee-

what's the point?

2006-08-21T12:05:00.000+08:00

im the wrong.
i should be fair.
but.
i am.
sometymes ago.
i layan them.
enn smetymes ago.
i lyn my cuppycakes.
am i doing wrong?
to me its not.
TEARS follows me everywhere.
i never fail to cry every single day.
my eyes are getting a bit swollen.
thats the reason why i don't feel loike going to skul.
so ppl cn stop questioning abt what's wrong with ur eyes.
every day.when i think back.
i owaes question myself.
am i the wrong one?
am i owaes?
am i starting the war?
am i being fair to my frens?
have i hurt my fren's feelings?
should i be like tis or the other way around?
then.
those questions. were left unanswered.
rite now.
tears is trickling down.
maybe what dad saed is true.
i should try a new environment.
but.
nah..bcos of those FCUKING wars.
i shouldn't be.
i still haf my cuppycakes.
loike what my cuppycake saed.
'kau jatuhkan air mata darah pon.u tk leh turn time back.'
that's mean if u drop tears of blood also.u couldn't turn the time back'
i tiink so.
stupid me.
yeay.
plain stupid.
to cry.
to breakdown.
to suffer those fcuking scars.
am i glad to have lina.dardar:)
they make my life really worthwhile.
even the difficult times i am hafing.
love them to bits.

LET ME BLEED.
fee

another post for today

2006-08-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

here another's post for today.
i feel loike blogging.
tankiuk masrurah!
she make me feel better.
weii.
breaking down doesn't mean ure weak kaes?
jus remember tat?
well.ytd.
DARDAR came back.
he told me ol those wat had happen wen he out of singapore.
haha.its so funney.
cos tis girl wanna take hys pic.he sae no.
enn tat girl jus snap.
woah!so the daring:)
lawls.
he called her irritating.
bud i sort of tot tat girl was cute:)
weird DARDAR?..yepps.
haha:)
den he call me piggy pig.
how dare u?
bcos i jus laze ard ytd.doing noting but i did my chores.okay?
he even ask me yy i am diff. ytd.
cos i kip advice him enn everyting
i am gud.
yeay!haha.SELF-PRAISE.
lawls.
such a disgrace.
haha:)
den i watch high skul muscial enn the repeat of SI.
wooohooo.
i get to see HADY MIRZA.ZAC EFRON.
wooohoo.
yeay.
i sound loike some B****.
haha.

weii.
i still got smeting to sae.
LINA.DARDAR.KAK DEE.MASRURAH.NADDY.
MUMMY.DADDY.KAK ESMA.ABG MICK.
LIZA.SYIRA.KAK NADIA.FIRMAN.
tankiuk so much.for being there for me when i need.
well.if i haf offended u enn had saed something wrong.
im sorry,
but its all in the past.
now i am changed bcos of u ol.
i love you.
especially LINA.
she make my life worthwhile.
im SORRY.
SYIRA.
sorry dear.
we oso fight.
but no matter wat.
we are cuzzieboo.

LOVE YOU OL TO BITS.
fee-

200806

2006-08-20T10:15:00.000+08:00

lina.
i got one fcuking stupid thing to say to you.
in the past.
i tot u were u knoe those sort of frens tat i could not count on.
but yet.
through this period of time.
when i am having ol those fcuking difficulties.
u were the one who help me.
well.
i guess.im wrong enn i apologised.
sorie scandal ku #2.
k fine.
i'm in the wrong about this.
but here's a note.
i didn't blog about u.
i didn't blog abt anybody.
i jus blog what happen.
i didn't mention anybody's name.
except for those fcuking four frens i had.
enn that's was LILO.FYZA.IRAH.IKAH.
well.
enn that's it.
im jus gonna delete the post that i had been expressing.
since some of it.
its making ppl boil up.
so here i am.
sorie.
i am not being humble or whatever FCUKING shit.
but i dun wan to have troubles.
no more.
its enuff.
i wanna be happy for ONCE.
wit my hunney.
right now.
its seems that my blog is bringing FCUKING troubles.
that i don't wish to have.
so here i am.
not being "GOOD" or whatever fcuking shit.
im sorry for what i ahf done.or what i had blog.
i haf enuf of those friendship troubles.
i just want to finish my studies.
make my family proud.
make my friends love me.
enn mostly my dardar=)
well.maybe my SHITNENEH shit is making u go boil up enn puke enn whatever.
oh ya.i forgot.
my blog cn only blog abt me.
so yeah.
i will.
NADDY ku syg.
i miss yoos so much.
well tuudae will be teaching liza.endy.rafiq.
hehe:)
they need my help.cos dorang nga prelims.
GUDY GUD LUCK.
well meeting masrurah enn DARDAR:)
tuudae.

weeeeeee~

LET ME BLEED.
fee-

180806

2006-08-19T17:19:00.000+08:00

lala.
i seriously don't have to say to u.
except u have sort of offended syadiq.lina enn zahri.
they mad at you bcos dorang cuma a bit mad about those words u said about PRANKING.
that's ol.
weii.
tankiuk!
for the moral support.
weeeeee~
well the only question i wan to ask.
is tat yy do you treat us differently?
tats ol.
or maybe i sort of tiink tat u treat me differently.
oh well.
i dunnoe.
well.
tuuudae was the still
lalalalalala~
anywae he went off.
weee~
i dunnoe when he's cuming back.
lawls.
GUE MISS NADDY BANGET!!!
she cannot tag my board.
wat the SHITENENEH betul.
well.
whatever.
im going to change my board.
so NADDY BABEku bleh tag!!!
i love herr tags!!!!!

well.tis person beside me.ShOrTy is sooooo
irritating.
gtg.

SIAO fee-

180806

2006-08-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

180806.
a day for me to remember.
SHITENENEH.
i simply love it.
haha.
well.skul was lalalala~
still.
with ol my BANSHENANANA frens.
i made it!
woah!
stop tat language!
it so fcuking like stepping cute:)
scandal ku.
tk jumpe dierr lagik.
aderr IPW.
boo hoo.
well den
notiiing to say.
bud simply love tis dae!
wooohoooo!

FEE.

lilo.ikah.fyza.ira.

2006-08-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

let me say tis once more.
to LILO.FYZA.IRA.IKAH.
here's wad i m gonna sae.
read n better read it gud.
i hate u enn ur clans.
i dun care wat u gonna sae about me.
tell more ppl about.
wow!
u ol are wonderful pretenders.
u ol are wonderful contradictor.
empty promises left unsaid.
well its better tis wae.
wat u do to me.
well hell yeay.
im hurt by the promises.
im hurt by the labels u gave me.
im hurt by the lies.
im hurt by the backstabbing.
im hurt by the hypocritical u.
i thought i could count on u.
bud nah..
u make my thoughts wrong.
well if u been reading.
friendship is important than my FIREFLY.
bud yet.
they did this to me.
well i cannot sae more.
LILO..
i tot u be could be my hotcake!
bud den.
u chose to be the opposite.
i shared with u wats troubling me.
wats my skool lyfe about.
wats my lyfe about.
but yet.
u chose to be.
FYZA..
i tot u were different.
bud u were the same too.
i love how u pretend enn contradicts.
ur actions really make me want to cry.
IRA..
i tot i could trust u.
but.
u slander about me.
well slandering is way beyong the limits.
well slander ol u want..NOW
i gave up our friendship..
IKAH..
i tot i could count on u.
bud
ur actions showed me.
u slander.backstab.lie to me.
woow!!
wad a wonderful frens i have.

well.im jus expressing.
i dun wan to hurt anybody.
i jus wan to let LILO.IKAH.IRA.ENN FYZA.
knoe.how i feel enn everytiing.

well.terribly.u hurt me.
its not anger.
well.tankiuk for the friendship for tis past 3 years.
i known u ol well enuf.

fee-
BLEEDING.

weeeee~

2006-08-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

well.
tuudae.
my attitude was fcuking bloody angry by smetiing i had in mind.
fcuking regret venting anger on dickey.
fcuking hepi rite now.
fcuking pain.
haha.i am fcuking irritated by myself.
haha.i kept making fcuking irritating noises.
i am so fcuking attracted by my mum's fone.
3250 bebeh!!
enn its fcuking hot pink!!!
fcuking jelez.
argh!!!
mummy i wan tat fone!!!
fcukin missing masrurah enn kak dee!!
never chat da lama seyy!!!
dey reli make my day u noe!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
haha:)
gtg

fee-
bought a new top

dun care animure

2006-08-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

weis.
well.probably.
im in love.
i dunnoe.
i have tis mix feelings.
my dear.
if u are reading its.
dun be emo2 kaes?
i am jus not tat ready my dear.
kaes?
try to understand.
i really misses ur voice.
i really misses seeing u!
i can't waet to meet u.
argh!!!!!!
haha:)
woots.
hey babe!
i dun miss u!
i hate u enn eur clans!(it can be refer to anybody)
dun tink i am gonna make the first move!
i have my firefly enn my hotcake!
i dun care beb!

well i am becuming mure evil enn cheekier.
well tanx to me.
i haf reach my first goal.
to be more independent.
wow!!
haha:)
its my first achievement.
wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
im so hepi...

a piece of my mind

2006-08-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

weis.
SYG AWAK BANYAK.
he's there for me.
he's there whenever i wish he would be.
he's there to be my knight of shining armour.
he make me laugh.
he make me smile.
he make me go through everyday without any difficulties.
he's dha answer to my prayers.
he's my pretty pretty boy.
he make me smile widely with his suweet msges.
he make me think differently of life.

i found it there in his heart.<3>

stop it!i am obsessed with my FIREFLY.
k.stop it.well u may tiink i am.
bud DU-H.i am not.
i have studies to concentrate on.weeeeeeee~
i love my lyfe.
i love the wae he is.

so.i dun care wat ppl sae about him.
dier tk kacau per.
asal ko susah?
tkderr org susah kn ko lah.
ko bleh jln cuci jamban rumah ko lah.
wat if ppl sae smetiing abt ur loved ones?
surely ko marah kn.
pegi lah.
run home enn cry to ur mummy.
alamak.
da lah childish.weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

well.
here's a piece of my mind.
I HATE SKOOL.
I HATE YOU ENN YOUR CLANS.
I HATE U.
COS
U CONTRADICTS TOO MUCH.
BUT YET YOU STILL DENIED.
WOW!
WAD A WONDERFUL CONTRADICTOR YOU ARE!
ENN HELLO!
ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER!
U DUMBASS!

fee-

2006-08-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

tis is the siide view.nice?

i bought it at ice lemon tee.here's the front view.

well.here's another post for tuudae

went to causeway point.

haha.

went shopping wit mummy again

weeeeeeee~

i love my mummy even though smetymes she kip nagging.

well.

syg herr wen its comes tuu shopping.

haha.

jus bought the shoes.weee~

nice ryyd

haha.

k.gtg.

fee-

i miss thoe BEAUTIFUL DAYS:)

2006-08-08T15:46:00.000+08:00

weis.
well tuudae.i wore white t shirt
i tot of wearing red.
bud..
i loike white better.
im having stomach *painn.cramps.
enn it totally hurt me.
well.
tanx goodness deres yanie dickey lina(SOD kuku)
tuu cheer me up enn leave the *painn behind.
well i appreciate dem alotsa.
since i miss those beautiful days.
enn now.
well nvm..
loike i saed.
im not the one whu feel guilty.
who make faces wen ppl tok.
im not the one who contradicts.
dey sae TK.TK MARAH.
bud ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER.my dear.
yeay.now i noe who's the one who contradict.OWAES.
i dunnoe lah.
wen i read iiky's post.i was loike.
she's alone.
yeay.im sorie my dear.for not being there for u.
well.hell yeay.cos last tyme.me enn herr loike to tok crapz.bud
now we seems drifted apart.
i dunnoe wad happen.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
dun haf tuition.
haha.
enn im glad.
cos im deadbeat:)
well ltr going causeway point.
me.lina.enn dickey got take pic.bud not going tuu post 1st.mus ask lina 1st.
i relli2 miss those days.
RIGHT NOW.
i owaes sae tuu yanie 'BIARLAH.AKU PON TK KUASA.'
BUD ACTUALLY I CARE FOR EM ALOT.
i dunnoe.im such a sore loser:)
i shuld try tuu be independant.
k.gtg.

fee-

lady of sorrows

2006-08-07T18:53:00.001+08:00

lady of sorrow

isn't it nice?

got my name seyy.

weee~

credits goes tuu dickey for doing it on my textbook.

enn credits for me tuu put it as my fone wallpaper.

enn oso putting it up on my blog.

so clap for me

weee~

*clapping loudly*

haha.lame

i guess im SOD for tuudae.

haha.well.tuudae i oni tok to

lina.dickey.yanie.

enn most lame jokes make by me.

i dunnoe.tuudae seems so hepi for me.

n moody for dickey.

i dunnoe.he emo.

weee~

cheer up k lil gud boy.

enn im so irritated by dickey.

he kip praising himself.

wad a vainpot.

weeee~

haha.k lah.gtg.

fee-

weeeee~

2006-08-06T12:18:00.000+08:00

well.
tuudae i tot got tuition.
nope tkderr.
weeeee~
left me enn my brader at home.
he sleeping loike a pig on the sofa.
den ask me tuu buy him chocolate bud i jus sae nanti bud went on tuu do my homewerk.
weeeee~
den he fed up i tiink went tuu slp again on the sofa.haha~
such a noti gerl fee is.
lazy lah.
now he wake up enn ask me tuu wake him up at 12.30
haiz..
k enuff abt my brader mick.
well my mum enn dad enn sister went tuu check outt houses.
cos nk moved out.
well i relli prefer here.
where skul is near.
bud nvm.
maybe i will be moving outt tuu taman jurong or whereelse.oss dunnoe.
weeee~
if pindah rydd,
dad,abg mick enn my brother in law.
will be taking motorcycle license.
weeeeeeeee~
den i won't nid tuu take the MRT or bus tuu skul.
wooohooo.
haha.nah.maybe i will BE.
if nobody gonna send me.
k.gtg.

SIAO KUKU:)

WEEEEEEEEE~

2006-08-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

welll.
jus now 1st antar umyrah tuu liza's house.
den mit syadiq at westmall.
den went tuu j.EAST entretainment.
mit yanie,yasier enn raymi.
den after dat me enn yanie go enn do.
cos ida amirah enn eqa tk bleh uat.
so i wen tuu do wit herr.
well syadiq enn i exchange fone.enn kip playing dumb enn lame jokes.
weeeeeeeeee~
den after dat i went tuu eat wit the others.
laughing ol the wae.
den after dat
went wit hym prank first.
den i go back tuu liza's hse.
went tuu her room.
wirte smetiing.
den go home.
had a fun tiring dae.
tomolo got tuition.

SIAO KUKU:)

siao kuku:)

2006-08-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

well.jus went bunney hopping tuu fatima's blog.
den saw tis irritating taggie ar.
abt she sukekn hazwan.
tis person never show identity.
still wan tuu tok much.
ask eur mother tuu kiss eur butt lar.
well den i tag tuu defend fatima.
weeeeee~
-----------------------------------------------
well.
i went home first wit lina enn dickey.
den we went tuu 'prank'
den after went home wit tat irritating dickey.
went tuu mac.
teman hym eat.
den i went home.
den went outt.
damn bored.
prepaid LOW!
den after dat found outt tomorrow aderr IPW.
argh!!!!
stress sak!!!!
hehe:)
SIAO KUKU stress.
-----------------------------------------------------
now im still tiinkinng abt tis person.
she told me she loike tis guy.
which is herr classmate.
well enn i tiink lah tat classmate is my fren.
budden.
im scared tat she will take tat fren away from me.
cos he's mine
enn im his.
well.i dunnoe.
-----------------------------------------------------
im still tiinkiin whether wanna go IPW not?
my body's damn aching sia.
enn my bag is the cause of it.
it so damn fucking heavy
siao loike chi***
haiz.
well.
shuld i go or shuld i not?
enn im hafin stomach cramps.
argh!!!!
fukking shit.
haiz.well.im jus gonna waet untill tomolo tuu decide.

SIAO KUKU:)

I'm his lady of sorrows

2006-08-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

damn bored.
here's another post for tuudae:)
i want tuu change my song in my blog.
breaking benjamin-firefly?
i love tat song.
reminds me of MY FIREFLY.
FIREFLY.
will u shine ur light for me?
demoliton lovers by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE?
those words make me bleed.
"I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets"
or that's so you by THE ROCKET SUMMER?
it melts me.
'i'll be ok now tat u are not away'

well i haf another nisky created by lalaBADOT.aliciaSYG.shielo ARMADILLO.
enn its SIAO KUKU.
i dunnoe how its spelled.
its meaning is a crazy person.
woohoo.haha.
bud its kinda cute:)
wee~

my firefly.
i hadn't been contacting him.
i haven't been talking to him.
i haven't been laughing at his lame jokes.
i haven't been taking pictures with him.
i haven't hear him sing.
i haven't been with him.

my firefly.
he has been shining his light brightly for me.
he has been my knight in a shining armour.
he has make me wake up from my dreams.
he has make me a better person.
he has make me more happier.
he has been my firefly ol along.
enn will ALWAYS be.

love is ol tat nid enn i found it dere in his heart.
I'm his lady of sorrows.
weeeeee~

So thanks for your help
you shine so bright
you are the star that's in my sky.
And I am yours
and you are mine.

weeeeeee~
KITERR SYG AWAK BANYAK!

Forever.
forever like scarecrows.
that fuel this flame we're burning.
Forever
and ever know how much I want to show you
you're the only one
Like a bed of roses
there's a dozen reasons in this gun
And as we're falling down
and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands
and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes
and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes
I mean this forever

thank god i found you.
fee-

SYGS

2006-08-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

hey my SYGS.
well.i jus bunney-hopping tuu kak dee's blog.
enn i relli MISS toking tuu her.
hehe:)
well i simply agree wit herr abt life.
abt life doesn't ALWAYS go eur way.
yeay.correct.
enn im plain tired.
haixx.
bud tkperr lah.jus following the flow of lyfe.
well jus now.
mdm tiong gave us a history remedial
i was half paying attention enn half daydreaming
of wad had happen during maths class.
haixx.
i dunnoe lah.its difficult lah.
pls understand.bleh tk?
im hafing difficulties dat i jus dun wan tuu pour outt.
im oso hafing problems mure than u.jgn be selfish.
im jus plain lost enn confused.
let me settle enn swallow everytiing first.
let me.pls.jgn.
i noe its hard to contact me now.
i dun haf ani fone wit me.
tats yy i dun like tuu make tiings hard for u.
jadik pls understand my situation.
love you SYGS

fee-
SWALLOW EVERYTIING UP

disaster love

2006-08-02T16:52:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
well tuudae was great:)
dere's photo taking yesterdae enn tuudae.
yesterdae was class photo.
now iish malay dance enn councillor.
well i tot i wasn't in malay dance liao.
budden mdm diana called me tuu take photo.
so here i am.
woohoo.
well.tuudae i am free:)
no tuition.weee~
hehe:)
weelll tuudae dickey cut hys hair.
cool.
bud i prefer hym wit hys old indie hair.
no offence~
den i went back rushing wit my strawberry cupcakes.
tot dere's tuition.
bud ended tkderr.wee~

fee-

tears will not fall from tis eyes

2006-08-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

well..tuudae smetiing happen.tat make me wanna cry.bud im holding it back
i dun wan pitiness.i am jus expressing myself.
well idah memang betul. i am ol at fault. i shuld understand dem. yesh.i shuldn't neglected dem. i shuldn't be mure rapat wit hym. yesh.i must prevent from rapt ngan dierr. well tanx ferr the advice. i wouldn't let tears fall from these innocent eyes. bud.....i am crying rite now..
my beatiful disaster..
haixxx..well.. when walking hme wit hym.
i went ol quiet.
he ask me
" asl u quiet?emo?"
i replied
"tkder pape"
i dun wan to tell u cos its ol my fault.so its better to swallow everytiing.
when walking hme wit hym,i kept myself laughing enn hold my tears back.
my eyes are watery bud didn't show it.i jus stepping rub my eyes.
i dunnoe.if u had read tis.enn u knoe whu u are. to herr, im sorie ferr wad i haf done. ferr me,its a joke.bud tuu u it may hurrt u. i guess.i didn't knoe u at ol. hope eu are hepi enn ferrgive me.
i dunnoe lah.i guess its ol my fault ferr hurrting eur feelings kaes? to hym,
im sorie if walking hme wit me tadiik mcm dull gitukk.
pasal i am jus holding those tears back.
i dun wanna any pitiness from ol of u. bud haf a great tyme walking wit u k?

TEARS WILL NOT FALL FROM MY INNOCENT EYES
fee-

a nice walk home

2006-07-31T17:27:00.000+08:00

well 1stly
1st period was physical education.
its was okeyy.
didn't do anitiing.
den came art.
wow!!i did my artwork.
its was paper-cutting for green apple tiingy.
well syahidah saed i culd take up art for the course.
bud nah!!im not tat gud enn interested!!!
den maths!!wow!!can't believe it.i did my werk!!
well dickey was damn irritatiing.woohoo.
den came IPW.haha.den i represented my group.wooohooo.
den malay.we did the test.
gee.it was quite tough.
after dat went to computer lab enn did my project.woohoo.
den ajeek masok comp lab.haha.
so sorie.
i didn't walk home wit u.
sorie.
well den walk home wit dickey.
had fun.yeay.
haha:)
eventually had a fun tyme ol dae long.
yeay:)

saturdae

2006-07-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

chapter 2 of fee enn tiffany

chapter one of fee enn tiffany

fee.yanie

yanie.fee.tiffany.tasya

rauzan.lalaBADOT.fee.lina

richard.falisha.fee.ajeek.dina.

well tis the pictures taken on friday enn saturdae.

i am a bit late to tok abt beats society.

well u must heard it too.

so damn lazee to blog abt it.

woohooo.

well in the morning dere'd the parents session tiing.

we came a bit earlier.so took some photos before doing work.

well shielo armadillo.

tk nk abit pics.

booohoo:(

haixx.well i dunnoe.

tiings been rocky.

everytiing.

relationships enn skul.

haix..

siao loike chiwawa.

fites after fites.

fee-

wat did i do tat makes eu become loike dat

2006-07-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

hey.jus came back.
doing home econ coursework.
start early:)
it ol started innocently at the canteen in the morning.
i ask zahri whether he got not.
den he sae dun haf.
he go enn tell hym.
den lala get scolded.
he sae
"ko nk.ko jgn kasi sufirah"
lala sae
"kenape seyy?"
he sae
"jus jgn kasi dierr"
well tat i cool down.
den wen maths period.
we fight.over the tiingy.
well ok liao.
den after skul.
we gave up that tiing to hym.
da bagos tuu.
den he suddenly blow up.
aperr siak!!
kn fee da maki.
siao loike chiwawa
i dunnoe.wad i dun wan to happen will happen.
wad i wan to happen jus doesn't happen.
am i cursed?
enn pls..
to lalaBADOT enn shielo armadillo.
tanx ferr wan to help me.yeay!!go gerl!!haha
mondae kaes?conferm!!!!
to eu..stop it lah.i hate it lah.i dun wan to be caged.i knoe ppl will read enn tell eu.i dun gif a single shit to it.i am expressing myself.
if u tell.gi ar.pikir aku heran per?bleh angkat kaki jln lah.shielo armadillo enn lalaBAPOK.u knoe wad i mean.jus can't stand it tis enemies.wth.yy do ppl tend to blabber tiings tat their frens ask herr to kip it.the mouth cannot shuddup isit.den go ask eur mother to slap eur butt ar..stuuupid.one mure tyme.eu better watch outt lah.u tiink wad.watch out k.
enn u.i miss the old u.do i haf to be loike keras ngan u aru u nk sedar.tkkn.pls lah.stop eur egoistic sgt.bleh angkat kaki jln lah..

haixx..
i miss the old u.

fee-

the fukking dae

2006-07-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

well.jus came back.
well saturdae i will be skuling.
listening to gone so young.
well miss those daes.
haixx.
den went to community centre.
take my book.
den buy ferr mummy drink.
den go back.
wooohoooo.
i reading a book called
'in her shoes'
i am loving it.
well hadn't explain to dickey yet
i dunnoe wad to sae
wadever shit lah.

fee-

dreams

2006-07-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

i lost myself in despair.
i took a long walk
i needed to be alone.
to be in touch with the purity of the sky and hills
and tress to think,to sort outt
the confusion in my mind and the harrt.
and then,it came.
i mean the truth.
the curt finality had to do with the extreme pique of being accepted one moment.
and rejected the next.
the surreality of it all had a starnge tranquillzing effect on me.
i was calmy watchin and listening to myself.
it was an exhaustion of presiding over a dream's demise.
MY DREAM HAS SHATTERED MASSIVELY AGAINST REALITY.

FEE-
let me BLEED.

tuesdae

2006-07-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

well jus came back.
from oral enn maths remedial.
i was doing my homewerk in the AVA.
woohoo.
well oral was ok.
i tok non-stop.
haha.until the teacher wanted to ask qns.
enn he forget abt it.huhu.
so gud me.
well.enn remedial ended at 5.
den i go canteen take bag enn went hme.
yeay me enn dickey are okeyy liao.
gud.
no more fights k.
stop it.
k gtg enn do my literature project

fee-

haixx

2006-07-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

have u ever tiink abt me?

have u?

have u tiink abt the promises tat u did?

have u?

oh gosh.

i tiink u didn't

well tiink again.

i give up lah.

u wan to 'prank'.

its up to u now.

so dun bother about me.

let me tell u.

i am not ur paperdoll.

u lied to me.

n kept quiet.

tis is wad my other half sae.

love iish ol tat i nid

and

i found it there in ur heart.

let gif hym a chance

oh great.

he may repent.

so tats wad i am gonna do.too.

not to control hym.

tis iish wad my other half is telling me.

oh great.

i am lost.stoopid.confused.

well i hope wad i plan to make hym feel

wad i feel wuld go smoothly

can't waet.

fee-

muii smile is FADING AWAY

2006-07-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

FEE was given to her

Fee saw a girl the other day;

she looked very sad.

Her face was drawn and pale,

her eyes were red and puffy from many tears

There were still tears in her eyes yet unshed as feE stared.

Her cheeks were hollow and colorless,

she was nothing special to look at

.In her eyes was the look of loneliness,the absence of passion.

At the instant she saw it,the sadness was gone;in its place:cold acceptance.

Fee wanted to tell her the sorrow wouldn't last,

but when she stretched out her hand,only her reflection reached back.

well.wen he dere's ferr me.i didn't treasure hym.

bud wen he's not

MISSING HYM TERRIBLY.

dickey..

2006-07-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

well skul wasn't tat great.

i known smetiing tat relli make me angry wit dickey.

well hell yeay.

he broke hys promise to stop 'pranking'

well anibodi whu read tis shuddup.!!!

i am jus tellling wat i feel

tis is my blog

so wadever shuddup!

back to the story...

den wen zahri ask hym

he reclutantly sae no.

haixx..

den after dat cn styll ask me whether i am angry not.

den after dat i sae mit me after skul

dey did not go..

den after dat at last

HE told me the truth.

luckily he tell.

haixx.sakit atie.

tkper lah.

bud now tiings are ok..

FEE-
*Painn

woohoo

2006-07-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

well skul was great.

well after skul did my IPW.

den cos i print the tiingy ready.

so i went back to canteen.

shiela go enn do hw.

me.ashiela armadillo.

ajeek.line.lalaBAPOK.

go make fun.

enn play tech deck.

well my DARLINGS.

kaitiing enn janice.

me enn hym are jus best frens.

no more.

haha.

well den i settle tiings wit dickey.

i waeted ferr dickey to inform ms pauline lim abt hys hw.

den i saw mdm Diana.

i was loike wtf.

i didn't go malay dance seyy.

den she go enn warn me.

haixx.

wtf.

den settle liao.i hepi woohoo.

through it was GREAT!

i had a nice lovely walk back home.

i enjoy.haixx..

fee-

camwhored

2006-07-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

maybe tis post wuld be oni photos.
well wad renee saed maybe was true.
i loike camwhoring.
wooohoo.
well dickey enn hys frens went singapore idol.
oh god damn!
i wish i culd go.
enn c it live
woohoo.sure it was fun.
well after skul.
tok to ms Ramna.
my mly teacher.
she the best.haha.
abt mly dance.haha.well dickey i dun wan c mure of it.
enn better dun.if u ask me for plaster.im gonna kill u.
kaes here are the camwhores.
jengjeng!
presenting

smile!mepek!

boredom strikes

stepping halamak!

"L" ferr the lame me

stop lah!

2006-07-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

well tiings are okeyy now

i am glad tat tiings are ok.

miss my hotbabe.

NADDY.

stop nagging cn not?

wad the hell?

AIHA.SHIELA.EEKAH.

stop rumouring me enn hym.

haixx.

stopp we are jus frens.

no more den dat.

my SYGS.

get it?

eu ol kl nonsense2 pandaii eik.

well skul.

paid attention mure den usual.

english.da ngantok.

err.maths.

tok wit syadiq.

crapz.

science.

wooohooo.did my practical wit my hot syg.

yanie.

history.paid mure attention

hehe.

mr kelvin seah was a hot guy!

those japanese guys.

woohooo.

haha.

tats yy i paid attention.

didnt tok in class dat much.

aniwae dickey stop it lah.

jgn mcm2 ar.kaes?

its hurrting u.its oso hurrting me.

tats yy i prevent ko from doing.

fee-

let hym realise.

she have a life.do you?

2006-07-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

tanx baby aiha.

love eu babe.

bud still its my fault.

i shuldnt kept herr in the dark.

my fault.

well its ok.

jus hope she is ok.

eekah asl tk sastified?

haixx.

mcm2

i hate fights.

so dun tuduh me.

jgn pls.

i hate enuff troubles.

i dun wan to masuk campur.

fee-

dejected poet

2006-07-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

cry alone.

i haf gone away.

no more nights.

no more me.

i haf gone alone

to throw my sorrows away.

i haf made the change.

i won't see eu tonite.

sorrow deep inside my blood

all the ones around miie

i can't afford to lie.

hear miie now

inside of miie

dun moan ferr miie

eu not the one to place the blame

as DEATH calls my name...

fee-

let miie die in reddness

STOOPID

2006-07-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

she wants miie to be outta of her lyfe.

eu tiink i am okay wit it?naddy?

i dun.i reli syg eu.serious.

do eu knoe yy i kept eu in the dark?

bcos i was stoopid enuff!

yes!i am.being stoopid.

am i ol at fault?

yes i am!

am i stoopid to listen yet dun listen to my hotcake?

yeay!i am!

cheated enn regretted?

yeay!

hotcake.i dun wan to lose eu!

fee-

SORROW INSIDE MY BLOOD.

sorie

2006-07-15T14:03:00.000+08:00

naddy..

sorie of wad i done.i relli regret wad i haf done.i haf been trying to contact eu.my hotcake.im sorie.yy?wen i love smeone yet i did smetiing to stopid to hurrt them..wat the fukk lah..NADDY..I HURTT EU.IM SORIE..

fee-

SORROW INSIDE MY BLOOD.

2006-07-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

i am very sorie to raymi.naddie.enn jane.cos i been putting anger on u.relli sorie.i didnt mean to.well jus now walk wit raymi.its okeyy.tomolo walk wit eu kaes?kaes.reli effed up.am i jus a paperdoll?dun eu ever tiink abt my feelings?..do eu knoe yy i kip on going to skul wifout failing cos dats where i had my laughters enn fun..its ol my fault?its ol my fault?everytiing my fault?yy dun u do it eurself?i got my hw!!!!!!!maybe i dun habb feelings..kaes.aiha enn shiela stop tat song lah..dere's noting wrong walking together...OKAES?

gerls nowadaes!

2006-07-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

hmm.i knoe i didn't update.well.i didnt habb the mood.haixx.ZULAIHA.kip strong!!anitiing happens i will be dere ferr eu...woohooo...k stop fee.better stop cos at skul miie enn tat arse,syadiq kip on saying woohoo.i dunnoe yy.weird aiite?yeay!!haha..hmm...i dunnoe yy tis daes gerls are so desperate..nampak lelaki hensem jer nk mintak no.haixx...too bad..now teenage gerls..well got another blog.bud wun't sae it here.cos it personal.iif eu wan.ask miie.kaes..well.rydd now i am worried abt lala.she very pity.i feel loike slapping tat gerl's face.STOP BOTHERING HERR ENN HERR SUPERMANN CAN NOT?!WTF!jgn mcm gini ar.kwn makan kwn seyy...if iiu take herr supermann.tkderr perasaan ke?i knoe lah iiu kene skali.tapi jgn mcm gini ar.if iiu gonna take herr supermann iiu better watch out..

fee-

pictures of saturdae outting

2006-07-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

miee enn my sistaz
adek enn fee- lepakz
my soulmate
my reflection
boredom strikes nadie did.touching

sillydillyus.

well.went outt wit my family.bored.i dunnoe.usually its fun.budden todae its not fun except ferr wen abg rosli played wit the elmo tiingy.caught it in video.woohoo..if any of my peeps wanna watch tell miie yar.woohoo.k lar.penat.gtg.

my sillydilly photos wit my sillydillystarwberrycupcakes

2006-07-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

syadiq's artpiece.lawa kn.biasa lah.my buddy did it!!
noi enn fee.jambu kn.
eekah enn fee insiide toilet:]]
shiela enn fee.woohoo.werld record.take pic wit miie.
tasya enn fee.huhu:]]
fee enn falisha.woohoo.skip malay dance.she got go.hehe

tiffany enn fee.was forced to take a pic wit miie.
the udder pic the above tiffany enn my pic iish my piece.i did it.while waetiing ferr lala.shiela.enn yanie.well took 2 videos of syazwan enn hafiz..huhu.quite funie.its abt being caned.cannot put it up.dunnoe.how..if i knoe i put.funnie lah.bukan kai ngan cane ngan payung.haha..teehee..so tis post iish jus full of photos.cos todae alot of camwhoring..haf fun..fee.i lubb my sillydillylyfe...wooohooo.gtg..byez...

tank yar!!!!

2006-07-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

im mure strongerr den eu tiink ar!

thanks ferr ol the advices kak dee.had relli3 fun toking to eu.we got the same mindset.tank yar.i am much mure stronger ever since kak dee advice miie.well gud luck ferr eur N levels.well tats yy i haf been hogging tokiing to ppl whu udderstand miie.enn knoes how i feel..cos smetymes ppl advice eu budden dey dun relli knoe wads insiide eu.the feeling.well i habb change.starting from now!finally i can do maths!correct tau!unbelievable!bud its true!wooohoo!ferrgetten abt hym enn trying to start anew wot my new lyfe.!!!!rydd now i am mure knowm as fee to my frens..hahaa...well mum sae if abg gibb herr money dierr nk likn miie err..shoes...tat i want.yesh!haha.lubb shopping wit mummy...hahaha...well yanie.jgn mcm gini.eu making miie worry.enn oso my buddy dierr pon aderr probblem..haha..cnnot loike dat lah!pllls dun be loike dis......well dun wanna hog animure.toodles

-fee-

utterly off her rocker

am i over reacting?

2006-07-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

nice pic not?
the phrase

err..suddenly the phrase "why do i miss someone who i was never with enn why do i love someone who's love was never mine"..wen i read tat phrase..i was scared abt hym..i was tiinkiing..am i gonna lose hym smedae?am i controlling hym?am missing hym who he was never mine?am i loving hym who's love was never mine?i kept tiinkiing.den from tat dae,i tried not to be loike dat as not to lose hym.. well..todae stay home even though its youth dae.hurhur:]].prepaid gonna low liao..there's one mure phrase...syadiq gave it to miie.."the multitudinous silence in the very heart of despair each edited and copied soul appears beyond repair"..swit cn??well late at nite ard 1 syadiq msg miie saying he culdn't slp.so teman hym.tok crapz.haha.ya.we gossip a bit.hurhur:]]i dunnoe maybe i am abit over reacted.haha.yar.k lar.gtg.enn msg..i will posting poems tonite or tis aftternoon.c how..

-fee

:]]]

2006-07-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

sillystarwberrycupcake yani enn -fee-.syg herr loads -fee- enn yanie.we were hawt enn burned.
well sorie didnt post was tired of SYF enn skul..k.the SYF was fun..jus now tok to syadiq in the afternoon.we gossip enn tok crapz.well ackelli tonite i was suppossed to kol hym.bud ended up im plain lazy..teman hym...kesian...sorang kat singapore..well hys family wuld be bakk on mondae.haha..den we story ghost story enn stuffs..well..i did my research ferr IPW.wooohooo.hurhur:]]chatted wit tis ex-hillgrovian.ok lar..dunnoe hys name.haha.chat oni...k lar gtg.enn slp..nite2...

doesn't matter anymure

2006-06-29T18:15:00.000+08:00

todae nubber cume to skul.sick.
backache.
headache.tats ol.noting serious.well.nice
nort.
i edited using picasa.hurhur.
hmph..maybe tomolo got tuition.i dunnoe wads the
tyme.tomolo home econs
.enn i totalli hate it.
cos i loike dnt..DU-H.well cos it totalli
fun making tiings.yar i knoe home econs too.
bud totalli hate masak2 tiingy..well i
knoe i shuld learn masak.bud i dun wan.
DU-H.cos i hate it!yayness!
hahaha..boredom strike so i edited a few pics.
woooohoooo!!!well stop it -fee-!!!well
tomolo going skul!!!argh!!!
i dun wan home econs!!!yucks!!!!!well bud habb to!!!cos i
did dnt the last semester liao.
well let miie get tis straight fcukers.
mats.minahs.enn ol
those typicals.
yy do iiu still kip on toking abt miie.
hey get a lyfe.rydd i habb frens whu
r dere wit mie.
tats wad i call frens.if iiu hate miie.
let miie knoe.
once enn ferr ol.i cn be
nice wit eu if eu r nice wit miie.
enn doesnt mean ppl loike iiu better den miie.
iieu insult miie.
hey im better den eu.
cos ii dun attract ppll's attention.get tis.
eu r popular
cos eu r a BITCH!tats ol.
BITCH owaes gets dha attention.
trying to miss popular.
bud

eu jus a BITCH!
hey iiu tiink i wan eur attention.
stop it lah!stop being childish!
tell mie tat eu totalli hate miie one to one.
get tis straight!
enn to tat bitch! whu jus took
dha chance taking my swit baobeii wit herr.
its okeyy.i cn take it.
bud yy?ol questions

tat are on my mind.eu habb dha answers.
pls.k.eu wan my baobeii.
take hym.
i dun gibb a damn.
bud i dun wan eu to be my fren animure.
cos eu r jus creatiing trouble.
enn eu jus faking to be my fren ol along cos eu wan to take baobeii from
miie.
tkperr.
let miie tell yar.
he not important animure..
wad important to miie iish my

frens enn family.
enn my studies.
eu cn habb hym.
bud dun eu came bakk crawling at
miie telling miie he iish gone.
cos eu r not my fren animure.
eu jus a stranger to miie now.
so ol the typicals back off!

rocker boys ennn emo boys freakkinfuckin hawt!!

2006-06-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

todae.i was drenched wit sweat.hair ol messed up.err..starving loike hell.woohooo.. i lubb rocker boys enn emo boys..woots!dey r totalli freakkinfuckinhawt boys!!!woohooo!!!hahaha...jus now was totalli sukky..bud woohoo..my frens lari..supported ferr dem..loike lala enn raymi..well quite jelez wit raymi.he won mani seyy.eik!RAYMI!aku support untok ko...jadikk kasi aku satu ko nyerr medal.cepat!kl tk aku panggil mak aku!ar!hehe.lame..i knoe..well..did my hw..enn i habb tuition jus now.i was blur..budden i culd cope wit it...gtg

-fee-Utterly off my rocker

he's dha answer to my prayers

2006-06-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

well todae.i finsh my homewerks!at last!err..he's bakk i guess.or dhe next dae!!i miish yar~..k stop!fcuk!!seyy...tomorrow gort P.E.lazy seyy..tk kuasa nk gi skul..my hair long liao.kene ikat..alah!!!lazy argh!!!arg!!!tk tau bile nk cut hair seyy.panjang.den if ikat.nanti atsa dierr spikey loike hell..nk kene clip lar.watever.i dun care.dun wan to ikat.k???hehe...k.feel loike changing blogskins bud lazy.DU-H..hwahwa..maybe todae abg belanja mkn..maybe...liza got smetiing to sae.jgn harrt*Painn..dun..tk payah..uat bodo jerr..make sure eu kill dem outt of eur lyfe...uat bodo ngan si haziq enn allysa[correct tk??]fcuk dem outt of lyfe!!!ceh mcm aku nie baek jerr.hehe.k anitiing.uat bodo!!!!!prepaid ko low eik???anitiing.jus focus on eur PSLE k...gud luck on eur studiess...

fee miishing herr loved ones

2006-06-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

Q : What is your status?
A : err..can i sae single bud taken??

Q : What are you doing 5 minutes ago?
A : reply a msg to my bestfren. .

Q : What are your fave sports?
A : can i sae football?DU-h!its werld cup.so i habb to watch!

Q : Do you cry most of the time you have problems?
A : yesh.so wad?crying makes *Painn go away aperr.bodo seyy.

Q : Did you have a fight with sumone today?
A : nah!bud maybe if dat smeone still trying to bodek wit err.cn i sae?miie?yar.

Q : What is/are your fave subject/s?
A : -

Q : Who cheer u up da most in your life?
A : hym.we emo together.woots!!

Q : Do u like to chat?
A : yes bud oni if necessary.DU-H

Q : Last chat with?
A : gilbert enn tasya

Q : Do you like to laugh?
A : yes

Q : Last testi from? What's the testi about?
A : fika!!!err..abt taking pics!!!enn uploading!

Q : Last message from? What's about?
A : hym!he's taking off!argh!!

Q : Last food?
A : err..barbeque chicken wings enn fries.

Q : Do you have an exam?
A : nope

Q : Do you think pple who like study a lot is nerd?
A : no

Q : What's your opinion about long distance relationship?
A : ok.bud eu nid alot of trust.

Q : About love at the first sight?
A : good

Q : Do you ever dump sumone or pets?
A : yep.i mean sumone.

Q : Have you ever took a relationship with sumon eu didn't love?
A : nope.

Q : Have you ever hurt sumone who loved u so much?
A: yes.hym.sorii

Q : Do you have sumthing you must do right now?
A : yes.enn its iish my leftovers hws!!argh!!!

haha.i did tis surveyy.i miish hym.tomorrow he's cuming bakk or the next dae..ook..can't contact hym.gone.k.DU-H.yy he went seyy??stupid lar!!!hehe.k lar.tkperr.i wan to do my hws!!!bye!!

2006-06-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

looking away

well todae..hmm..there's no tuition.cancelled.tomorrow maybe will be sleeping ilah's hse.well Naddy was such a gud fren.she wrote ferr miie a testi enn its so touched my harrts.eu..i didnt mean wad i sae.cume bakk to miie.i relli wad eu to cume bakk.i lubb eu.i dun nid anibody.i jus nid eu.i knoe im pathetic.bud im sori.i nid eu.You shine so bright..You are the star that's in my sky...And I am yours and you are mine..how i wish i didnt make tat stupid mistake.. I'm trying To let you know just how much you mean to me....And after all the the things we put each other through and...I would drive on to the end with you..But this time, I mean it..

fee

-waetiing ferr eur returns

typicals!!

2006-06-20T15:50:00.000+08:00

was waeting ferr eur last call last nite

nobody knoes.how i feel.how i c hym.how i lubb hym.nobody except ferr miie.cos he's da one i had rydd now.well.its okeyy.lyfe haf to move on wit hym or wifout.its no point groaning or moaning ferr dha time to turn bakk.it culdnt.so here i am.emo-ing.its great.well.jus now got tuition.enn totalli kewl.i concentrate.enn udderstand.woots!hehe.here's a message to eu:dun cume crawling bakk to miie.its bettter tis wae.alone enn dead.cos i habb been tiinkin.so let miie be dia wae.hope euu udderstand.oh well.noting mure to sae.ooh!!waet!!i got a message to dha lame bitches enn bastards:to eu ol.if eu tiink i am jus emo-ing bcos i am weak.nah!eu are wrong.im stronger den eu tiink bitches.eu tiink i went ol emo bcos its in trend.nah!eu lame bastards.eu r jus ol dha same enn typical bitches enn bastards.i dun care.hey if eu tiink im jus typical.eu habbnt c dha iinsiide of miie.eu wanna test miie?eu cant cos i cant be bothered.cos eu r jus typicals bitches enn bastards.DU-H!

shoot me dead!

2006-06-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

well.todae went outt.well ackelli didnt habb any gud tymes.cos i kip tiinking..woah..stop it!haha.well liza stop doing wad eu r doing.its bawd.well skul gonna reopen.enn i hate it.i dun wan to go to skul.not bcos of studies.bud smetiing else..well.i guess..skul gonna sukk..well bcos of tat.well during tis holidae.i simply lubb it cos at 1st i didn't even contact wit dha werld.woots.stay home.or smetyme go outt wit mum.i simply lubb it..enn to eu idiots whu saed abt shafikah..im jus gonna say tis.doesnt mean kiterr aderr boifren.doesnt mean kiterr tk bleh aderr guyfrens.oh eu ol sukk.enn stop interferring.hmph.well okeyy.gtg...

i didn't mean to get so close enn share wat we did

2006-06-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

im sorry tat i interefered in his probblems.bud eu r dha one whu ask miie.maybe its ol misudderstood.dha one whu gibb miie dha confidence i didn't habb once iish gone.yy?its okeyy.bud i will be waetin eur return.enn kip eu ol by muiiself.not sharing wit anione.how selfish i am?u may tiink?bud he's ol i got now.he's dha whu built my confidence.whu's dere wen i nid hym.he everywhere lah!im not bragging.im jus expressing.if eu tiink tat im being selfish.egoistic.hard-headed.den be it.dats wat eu tiink i am.im jus a gerl whom everybody hates enn diss.i dun care cos i habb hym.bud now..ol gone..its ok..trying to be independant as i can be.eu may curse miie.wth or wtf.i dun care.dissing miie iisnt gonna hurrt my feelings.cos its jus a stupid remark from a stupid person.tats ol.if i am hurrt i am being stupid too....well.i hope eu ferrrgive miie.

lukin away from reality

2006-06-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

lukin away from reality cos it totalli sukk
hmm..todae my dad didnt go werk..woots!hehe..den he enn mummy went outts!!hehe..well i got a new song..aww...unfaithful by rihanna..ooh..tat song iish so nice..erms..half way done.hmewerk..hell yeah!well.had a quiet day.playin comp.enn no msges.woots!hehe..well my head been spinning.dunnoe yy.sakit kepala agaknyer tk cukup slp.hehe.been slping abt 4 am or 3 am.den wake up late2.teehee!dats how i spent my holidaes..shoot..told my dirty secret.haha.feel loike changing my skin.bud nope..lazy..hey emo buddy.start doing eur hmewerk lar.fat arse.lazy.oni know how to watch werldcup oni.haha.say oni want to werk.bu tok crap oni.haha.well.wad can i say my emo buddy iish dha same as miie.lazy fat arse.haha.we r damn lazy to do anytiing.bud we tried to prove to each udder dat we r not lazy...haha..budden the fact iish dat we r DAMN lazy..our bums are lazy to do anyting..well wad can i say?emo buddies mahx..haha..well gtg enn finish my food.ooh yar..i been eatin junkies enn im growing fat..enn emo buddy stop askin miie to eat enn grow fat...ergh!!gonna kill yoos wen skul reopen.aniwae stop emoing.haha..

unfaithful by rihanna

2006-06-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie i didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
Our love His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

.....

2006-06-15T12:52:00.000+08:00

i haf a lyfe..do u haf??

well..yesterdae..syadiq didn't gibb miie dha dvds..well at first i was quite mad about it..budden after awhile..i was feel stupid...cos tat dvds can be watched udder tymes too...darn!i didn't want hym to get mad wit miie.i jus kip quiet...well tanx to hym..i culd finally forget my past en everytiing tat has happen to miie..well tankiuee to ol...ferr making miie smile:]]..enn those whu still bear grudges to miie or wadever...tankiuee to eu oso :]]]...dere's no benefit...i wuld act dun care.i tell eu..so hate miie!eu jus get sick enn tired of it cos wad eu do will not make miieconfront or wad..i jus follow eur flow..cos dats wat i will do....well so dun be stupid..if u are gud to miie i will be gud den..enn i will be eur best fren or smetiing.budden u chose to be my enemy..so be it...

boredom strikes

2006-06-14T09:27:00.000+08:00

well.been not updatiing enn i wanna change my skin..well been emo-ing..haha..nope.im hafing..haha..well eu guys outt dere..i jus changed my msn..do add miie at a_cursedchildofdestiny@hotmail.com..cherios..well..todae..got skul..budd dunnoe leh kene go tk..i tiink no niid...hehe..den i wanna mit syadiq for dha dvds...argh!i wanna watch the omen....bud can't no money no movie.hehe....well..gtg...lazee.DUR-GH!whu dunnoe miie...lazy fat arse!haha..well..gtg..

cherios

she have a life.do you?

2006-06-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

As she began her journey through the dark tunnels of life,there are so many things out there she ponder and constantly questioning herself with lotsa things but she will be the one with all the impossible answers.Unpredictable yet challenging life.Full of ups and downs and it goes round and round.
She feel like it's overwhelming but she managed to hold on.
Believes in being totally honest,true to oneself and humble.
She love and cherished each one and everyone that's in her life especially family and her emo buddy.She place a lot of trust in hym and see hym as a pillar of strength and source of inspiration.they are the lights of her life.They are like a rare gems to her.She promised to herself that she would not be in favor of the kings of the world and won't ever take them for granted.
A weak teenager with a mind of an adult.She view life with different kind of perspectives.The way she brought up has make her think maturely and in a positive way sometimes.

Egoistic and hard-headed.She won't turn back once she made a decision.She stands up for her rights and sometimes will fight till the end even though she know that she isn't right either.Someone who is open to the world and in anything.Very defensive and never say die.Try to provoke her and u will know what she mean.

She may look crazy,wacky and playful but still she likes to keep her secrets to herself.She feels that she must battle her way through life,depending upon no one.Even though she got lots of friends around from all walks of life,she relies on herself for strength and comfort.

She know that some people hate her.She didn't care much about it though.As long as she got real friends around her.Somehow,she's also happy that people hate her.Because of them,she'll realised her mistakes and will mend her ways after realising on why people hate her.
She lives from her mistakes and her dark past.Friends and enemies really do play an important part for who she is right now.They are the ones who shaped her for the strong individual she is today.
Sometimes,she really can't understand what her heart really wants even though she realised she have everything,but...there's still something missing.Only god knows,what it is.One day..she will know it too.She just hope dat she gets it and everything with her own strength,intelligence and effort and be a loyal servant to Allah.And right now,she's still struggling to complete her mission of searching for her own soul,her wants,her needs,the other half of her and still searching the right path for her future.

tales from a broken harrt

2006-06-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

ermm...hows dha pic?nicey?i edit it using my sis fone 6280..its cool..i change my fone again..woots!its 6670..its oteyy..been watchin show enn slackin alots tis few daes..well went to rumah busu...play pool enn wth i dunnoe wads dha name..its oso a game in dha arcade.woots!den we play pakau..haha...i was hafing fun..slackin dere enn watchin movies...well i just watch final destination part 3,poseidon,the nun,date movie,ice age 2...haha....final destination part 3 was loike gruesome enn its loike death comin to eu enn its chasin eu every where eu go.enn eu cannot escape from it!argh!went swimmin wit my cuzzie.ooh!miie enn liza got alot to sae.we confide to each udder..hell yeah1i got great tyme wit herr enn dha switest tyme wit herr...poseidon was WOOTS!ermm...date movie was cocky..enn i loike it wen dha father of dha bride met her daughter's boifren enn ask ferr his last name..cos its fokyordoder.enn wen eu pronounce it.its fcuk your daughter..haha.it was quite lame budd its farni...ice age 2 was okeyy..not much to say..cos i didn't concentrate on it...hehe....okeyy deh...

stop interferring!

2006-06-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

heys peepzz..im being moody.venting anger on syadiq..liza..syahidah..sowie...i knoe im being stubborn to eu ol esp. syadiq.sorie...well tankiuee ferr helping miie get into a bit of gudy mood..haha..yar i knoe...i wun't do it!....well..stop interfering my probbs.hey tis my blog..tis is wad i haf to sae.if eu jus wan to tell ppl..eu cn get dha hell outt of here.i dun nid eu ol.to help miie solve my probbs.i jus nid my frens whu r owaes dere ferr miie enn dats ol i nid..lyke liza syg..syahida dear..enn oso syadiq..tanks alot to eu ol...dats yy i am living now....well gtg enn send msges to outta....

i am jus trying to be ME!

2006-06-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

well.lets get tis straight.yy do eu hate miie?care to tell miie so tat i can mend my ways.enn aniwae whu r eu?i was jus wonderiing yy?did i ever make any mistakes to eu?am i eur fren?tell miie.enn i will change..cos i am not acting..i dun wan to be a drama qwin.i jus wan to be ME.can't i be myself?hey dun tiink abt it?jus telling eu.i am hepi tat eu hate miie ferr whu i am...cos i am not being hypocrite..pls.tell miie straight to dha face...yy?enn yyy?ol tis wonders r making miie crazee...care to tell miie.if eu r my fren enn eu knoe my no. or frenster or jus tag enn i will reply...i jus trying to be ME!

promises are meant to be broken

2006-06-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

hey.abg went to suntec to take my fone which iish in nokia care shop.darn!its been 3 daes no fone.stupid fone!its damaged.yesterdae.abg go take budden abg forget dha batt enn dha form enn oso my stupid fone haf to upgrade dha software!hey peepz,dun buy 6111.its a stupid darn fone!bud i recommend eu to buy 6280!its cool.my sis bought it!its totalli cool!well my bro use it..hehe..he's such a rascal!well wad can i sae?!it runs in dha family!haha..i love my family truckloads!muakies to dem.well its better to love eur family den to love a stranger which has become a fren enn den turns to a more deeper relationship cos ol their promises are empty promises.its better to love dem cos their promise are more meaningfule den tat kind of fren..i hate hym rydd now.cos he jus broken a promise which i tot it wasn't an empty promise.i tot eu were different.bud its true.ol dha guys are dha same.dey are dha lowest creature on earth i ever met!i hate hym.yes!hym!such a swit talker...hey gerls dun fall ferr switalkkers..dey are just bunch of muthafukkers!hate swittalkers.how i wish i never met hym!well.. fee stop being emo freakk!!at least i haf smeone whu cared abt miie now.enn he iish not a switalkker or lyke hym.he's diff bud to miie he still dha same.haha.heys.im not trusting hym 100 percent bcos of wad eu did to miie!haha!well he knoes!okeyy...stop!emo freakk!

~dada~

[[not hafing a great tyme at ol]]

2006-05-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

cocky?egoistic?

yy?

well i knoe its partly my fault.bud stop being cocky enn egoistic..bud stop ur cockiness enn egoistic.its makin miie go mad.hell yeah!i knoe i haf not been a gud gerl.bud still eu dun haf to show eur cockiness en ego in front of ppl.hell yeah!well.tiink abt it eurself.i dun wan to sae animure abt it.cos i feel tat i haf done my part.now its eurs.so.tiink.before eu show it.

enn wel to those whu lurve to hate miie.i dunnoe.i dun care.eu gossip wit eur frens abt miie.i dun care!eu wan miie to get angry wit eu.too bawd!i dun care still!so i jus wanna tell eu tat if eu r nice to miie.i will be nice to eu.if eu r jus damn fukking bitchy wit miie.i oso cn be bitchy wit eu!jus remember tat.eu r jus bunch of ppl whu like to tok BIG!

FiNally...Dey told the TRUTH...

2006-05-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

well.jus came bakk.went to pasar mlm.bought sme stuffs.well.i haf to waet ferr my fone to be repaired another two mure daes.eu so eu dun msg miie taw.luving eu owaes!dun leave miie!cos my harrt iish oni ferr eu!not ferr tat fukking bastard dear!haha.well.how's eu?tk gi holidae?haha..well.i knoe im being too emo..bud its dha fact.im an emo freakk!haha.its bcos of dha guy whu hurrt my harrt too much!tat guy iish jus bull****...hmph....

well.still wounded from tat tiingy..bud i dun wan to rake up dha past.so.lets c.dha new miie.<3 hym loads....<3 my family...hate dha rascals..[betray miie]..bud tetap okeyy2...<3 my frens...<3 my syg liza...

~dada~

*painnful

2006-05-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

okeyy...well..im got a advice from my parents abt my results.well.my results was totalli bleahs.i failed.well relli nid to buck up.relli.from now.tk nk play a fool.well jus now.okeyy lar.oitz.cn we stop for a moment regarding abt our relationship.relli nid to buck up.okeyy?sorie.its relli *painnful to leave eu bud no matter i haf to.sorie.well.k.relli.stop ferr a awhile.bud no matter wad.ku tetap akan berpegang janji tuk hidup bersamamu walau diriku sengsara.syg eu loads.bud studies r important so haf to stop it!

he's dha answer to my prayers

2006-05-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

well today was quite WOOTS!lina tankiuee ferr teaching miie english.enn shiela tanks ferr dha entertainment enn eekah tanks ferr the laughter.hehe.well todae.skul wasn't tat fun.hell yeah!it totalli didn't rokk.oitz.wen larhxx????well syadiq still emo.not as emo freakxx as i am.dear wen??nanti sua eikz.lazee arhz..nanti suda eikz..i knoe eu oso lazee enn buzee..eu r dha answer to my prayers.haha.such an emo freakXx.i am!fukk.aha.hey lots.if eu dun loike blog.eu can get dha hell outt of here.fine!get outt of here!i hate eu loads!if eu dun lyke miie eu tiink i like eu!suke atie ko larhxx.!pikir aku heran sgt!haha.stepping betul arhxx.sufirah nie.dah larhxx.
~dada~

doesn't matter anymure

2006-05-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

well todae wasn't tat great...i didn't get to be wit hym...aha..maybe tomolo dearie?cn arhxx.....tomolo tk kisah..mesti nyerr...conferm...tk leh tunggu2 plan aku ngan dier..WOOTS!!!!mesti..oh well wad cn i sae?i'm a freakk.....ahaha...hey im gonna post abt miie.....i dunnoe..bud its dha painn tat yani enn miie had go through together enn its DAMN not nicey..hell yeah!!!!!!

I saw a girl the other day;
she looked very sad.
Her face was drawn and pale,
her eyes were red and puffy from many tears.
There were still tears in her eyes yet unshed as I stared.
Her cheeks were hollow and colorless,she was nothing special to look at.
In her eyes was the look of loneliness, the absence of passion.
At the instant I saw it, the sadness was gone;in its place: cold acceptance.
I wanted to tell her the sorrow wouldn't last,but when I stretched out my hand, only my reflection reached back.
How do u know I'm hurting if you can not see my pain ?
To wear it on my body tells words I cant explain!!
I focus on the *Pain ... the only thing that's real.
Cutting myself open lets me know that I can feel.
Some times I cut myself just to see that I still bleed.
People say that cutting is something I don't need.
But people handle different things in very different ways ....
And cutting helps me cope with my pain throughout the days.
Every one is fooled by my happy mask.
They only assume and don't take the time to ask.
So if you are wondering what is wrong with me..
I'm trapped inside this painful world wanting to be FREE !!!!
Here I am once again just laying on my bed.
Thinking about many things, thoughts run through my head.
Asking myself why this world is filled with so much pain.
Many other thoughts I'm thinking I cannot explain.
Wondering how one person can be feeling so much hurt.
And wondering why some people make others feel like dirt.
My questions still un-answered.
No one tells me why.
Now I know how people feel when they say they want to DIE.
I'm seeing red, on my arms and in my head.
The pain just never seems to cease.
Why cant I just go and die, so I can be at peace?
The Pain inside you never goes, it stays in that one place.
In side your head, inside your mind, Holds you in its embrace.
But there will come a time, and it might not be today.
But when that time comes, your troubles just float away...

2006-05-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

okeyy well todae I DIDN'T GO TO SKOOL..WOOTS!ahaha....well dha tiing was i didn't feel well enuf to go to skul!hell yeah!!bud i miish hym enn hys laffther at skul!hmmm.....i mish hym alotsa...well sorie dearie...wad we plan ferr todae can't happen cos i am totally sickk!yepps.bleahss..enn didn't go to skul!yepps..maybe tomolo yeah?dear?he enn miie totalli rokk to dha core...bud we r jus totalli frens...well i went ol wars wit my kuzin!i dunnoe wads wrong wit miie..or is it herr?i knoe she wit hym..bud urgh..pls..get a lyfe..stop bragging......DU-H!i dun gif a damn!jus remember tis.iI DUN GIF A DAMN!HELL YEAH!

outing

2006-05-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

well..todae went to cik biah's hse...okeyy larhxx...fun though..well todae abg brought his gerl to cik biah's hse..okeyy larhxx.bobal oni abit..enn his gerl was damn pretty..[woots!]im damn bored..my fone kip beeping.cos dere's alot of ppl smsing miie...haha...bleahxxxx....

well tomolo skul arhxx..nk tdo...dada!

love itfinally

2006-05-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

well just post lyrics a lonely september by plain white T's well...dha song was....WOOTS!...love it alotsa...rydd now listening to gone so young by amber pacific ....tats song was oso nicey nice..[hell yeah!]

well skul was damn great!yepps.yeah.budden afterr skull..smebody jus spoiled my mood budd still i love skul!YUCKS.he gross me outt.he saed to smebody I KNOW tat he jus can't seem to know yy i am angry wit hym enn doesn't tok to hym even though he apologize to miie!!hey fukk itt.i jus merely giving eur own dose of medicine..love itt...

its dha switest revenge ever..now i love revenge..i jus can't seem to make up my mind whether i love revenge or nort cos smetymes it hurtt dha person eu love dha most enn smetymes eu just wan revenge so tat dha person eu hate will be miserable..tats ol...hahakzz...hey i jus dun loike eu being so emo enn so egoistic..hate eu...yepps.bleahss...

a note of tragedy

2006-05-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

the painn iish still dere

2006-05-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

heys..well..i didn't update my blog...cos my health was worsening..well rydd now.okae2 larhxx...still hafing cough...enn ol tt....well...didn't came to skul ferr 2 daes...[woots!]bud miish dem alotsa..[hell yeah!]bored at home notiing to do...watch dha tv oni.....DU-H!

wad else cn i do?well tomorrow iish fridae..enn i am going to SKUL....YEPPS..enn tats gonna to happen..im damn bored at hme..i am gona protest if mom iish gonna prevent miie from going to skul...ooops....sorie mum...hehe....such a bad gerl..

well i guess i haf to move on wit lyfe...DU-H!i will not waet ferr tat fukking guy...stooopid guy..not worth it...wat taste i haf?!YUCKS!yepps..hey gerl.i am not jealous if eu take hym.cos he's not worth it fighting.GET A LYFE BIATCH!those whu fight ferr guys r jus bunch of lamers.DU-H!well.i love being SINGLE.but still my wound iisn't heal yet.its just tat.i dun wan my health to worse jus bcos of tat.NOPE.

enn i dun wan to brood abt it ANIMURE cos loike i saed HE'S NOT WORTH IT! DU-H!well nid to slp..

toodles

dha painn eu create ferr miie

2006-05-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

ppl tiink i am controlling eu.bud i am nort.well.its ol in dha past.bud dha painn iish still dere.i relli can't help it tat eu betrayed miie.yy?wen i ask eu.eu gib miie alotsa of excuses.enn ppl tiink tat i am creatiing dha trouble.eu r such a bastard.now i knoe.well.eu r hepi rydd now?wit the gurl beside eu.den kip saying to me I MIISH HYM.she knoes i am eurs.bud still she rampas eu frm miie.i hope eu r hepi wit herr.sial.tk larhxx.maybe its not herr fault.its eu.if eu still <3>

fukk dha hell outt of eu!

2006-05-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

hey...yy do eu do tt to miie?eu dun even appreciate miie?eu dun even knoe whu help eu ol dha tyme?wen eu r lonely?whu kip eu accompany?its miie deariie!!!!hey i jus wan eu to realise eu r no one to miie?!bud i dun loike eur attitude towards miie after so much tt i haf done ferr eu!dun eu ever care abt my feelings before doing tt to miie?r eu trying to irritate miie?r eu sick of miie?its nort miie whu nid eu bud eu whu nid miie!i dun care cos i haf a lot of guys outt dere!nort to be proud butt i wan to eu to wake up from fairytale story..hey i haf mure frens liao.i dun nid eu..so fukk dha hell out of eu!!!!!!!!!!!

no tyme ferr aniting

2006-05-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

hey maybe i gonna close tis blog tiingy...cos rydd now i haf no tyme to blog enn the other one i am so sick of unauthorised ppl readiing my blog.i dun wan to mention names..i jus gonna close tis down...so dun link me or if eu haf link me..jus delete it frm eur names list.......okeyy...

2006-05-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was quite busy..my cuzzie went to my hse...yipee!!ermm...whu came?!well quite alot...at 1st syira larlinks came wit dha family...aisyah was so so so cute!den amirul's family came!bleahxx!enn den kak fiza enn abg jason.....den kak hanis,syira larlinks,kak fiza,my sis,abg jason enn miie went inside my room...enn tok abt ***...haha....its *censored*.....weehee...cos its porn....kak fiza told us nort to do ***....even if we want to do ***...we shuld haf a safe one....well i was quite surprised cos we were toking abt other stuff enn she even sae if wan to do***,use condom larr use aper larr...kak fiza nonsense seyy.....hehe...it was fun though bud quite crammed cos my room iish small enn berselerak..hehe.....denn miie enn larlinks ate chocolates loike nobody business..i tiink i ate mani2....larlinks punyerr enn mine..its about four chocolates in one dae..yikes!hehe....den after tat eat ayam...yum2....my nenek iish going to stay in my hse now..yipee!hehe....well rydd now gtg enn download songs..tooodles....larlinks i miish eu!!!!

i dun care animure!

2006-05-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

i never wonder tat revenge relli sux even though eu loike it enn tot it was swit.well my tots were wrong.hey now i haf changed since i haf become independant.well one point ferr miie.rydd now,to me,takiing revenge relli suxx.hey,biar org buat kiterr jgn kiterr buat org.tats my prinsip.now i am jus gonna get well from my headache,sore throat,fever enn running nose[hehe] enn act dun care to ol the ppl whu iish owaes hatiing miie.

well,wat can i sae more?ppl hate miie?!be it..i haf the ppl i treasure..so wad if dey hate miie?smedae smehow..ppl will knoe oso their true colours,their bullshit enn their crapzz..loike telling ppl tat i am victimising herr??let herr be?she tiinks tat ppl tk akan tau.bud well,she iish seriously nort exposed to dha world if dierr berpikiran gituk.i wuld nort fight,rumours,gossip...animure...cos i knoe wat goes ard,comes ard...i will jus follow dha flow?so wad if ppl hate miie rydd now i can't live wifout anione...

satu arie nanti org mesti tau..biarkn diorg..uat sesuke atie dorang..bud tat doesn't mean dorg bleh sesuke atie dorang pijak my kepala...i dun wan to show anger,hatred to dem..cos rydd now..i am too tired to lyn budak budak yg blum exposed to dha world sgt..dorang pikir dorg nie dah jadik kakak2 kat skul..bud do dey knoe by tokiing loudly....laffing loudly biar semuer org kat dlm canteen bleh dgr iish childish..tryiin to attract attention..i dunn wann to sae their names...bud i knoe whu are dey....i dunn wann to be loike dem..attenttion seeker.......

k larr.enuf of it.cos each i sae abt dem...makes miie feel hatred....bubbiexx....

breakdown

2006-05-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

helo..jus finish studying wit syadiq..on dha fone..well tanx to falisha enn syadiq ferr making my dae gud.oh well ackelli we were nort studyiing..we were toking crapzz.hehe....it was fun though.he make miie laugh.enn oso falisha tanx ferr listening.now i knoe those whu i tot wuld be dere wit miie wen i brokedown wasn't wit miie enn those whu i tot wuld not be dere was wit miie.tanx alot to syadiq enn falisha.had a great dae after ol..well...i hung up enn stop studying...mine went off blank.hehe....another news was abt syadiq....gud ferr eu.enn pls stop it okeyy?

aniwae yy i broke down iish bcos of ppl whu make miie miserable enn whu r jus showiing off..i hate it eu sukkers.get off of my lyfe.if eu tiink i am stupid bcos i breakdown.stop it.i dunnoe how eu knoe bud i am jus gona act dun care..aniwae i am free from evrytiing now...mickey i knoe i am in dha wrong enn i am sowie...hope eu will find my replace....hey ppl dun tiink i haf shown my weakness doesn't mean i can't be strong..its nort wrong if eu breakdown...well eu haf to blame the PPL whu make eu STRESSS!!!

aniwae tanks alotsa to FALISHA enn SYADIQ ferr listening to my crapzz.well gud luck ferr eur exam..aniwae syadiq stop repeating the phrase yeah?well bubbiexx..

still paiin

2006-05-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

k.todae.went well.exams!!!well during exams yani kept makiin noises enn laffing.i was loike wad dha hell.its exams.if eu r caught how?!i was loike shuddap yani...den after exams..miie.lina.eekah.syadiq.go to dha canteen enn did our art.rajen seyy.hehe.biaserr..maybe tomolo uat agikk.pasal.kiterr lum abes.den shiela.falisha.enn dha others went home.left us.we were makiin so mch noise.den.eekah enn lina went lot 1.left miie enn syadiq.we tok2 a bit do a bit of art enn we went home abt 2.30 loike dat.it was fun doing wif my 'FRENS'..hehe.k larr.want to continue do my art..toodles....

so sick enn tired of eu ppl

2006-05-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

hey i knoe i am just being used by eu.i hate tat.bud i jus kip to muiself.dun eu care about other ppl feelings?every nite i jus wish tat eu wuld disappear from mui lyfe.bud i knoe it wuldn't happen.i dunnoe how eu felt wenever eu make me miserable?r eu hepi or jus takiin ur revenge?!i dunnoe seriously?if eu jus tiink of takiin revenge?yy?i dun disturb eu or wad?!Even now,ppl tiink tat i am victimisiing eu?can't eu jus leave at once?can eu?pls..ppl may nort knoe wat i am sufferiin bcos of eu bud oni my true 'FRENS' knoe.loike yanz switharrts.its nort oni miie sufferiing.yanz are oso sufferiin.pity herr lotsa.its okeyys dears.im here ferr eu.cos eu r my FREN.to miie,the word 'FRENS' means alot to miie.'FRENS' are the ones whu will nort BACKSTABBS eu.nort tok abt EU enn UR BOIFRENS.whu will nort simply KIP THEIR SECRETS FROM EU.owaes be dere wif eu.will nort be a HYPOCRITE.JEALOUS of eu.TATS WAT I MEAN FRENS.i am so sick enn tired of FAKERS.HYPOCRITES.BACKSTABBERS.

hey if eu are hurt by my words.I DUN CARE ANIMURE.COS I TELL DHA TRUTH.THOSE WHU ARE HURT BY WORDS.IF EU DUN LOIKE ME.I AM FINE WIT IT COS I CAN SURVIVE WITOUT EU!!!I HAF TRUE FRENS WHU ARE BY MY SIIDE OWAES.I DUN NID FAKERS LIKE EU.

2006-04-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

its quite a statement bud its true.eu meant alot to miie.eu jus dun care so i wuld loike eu to listen.hey dearxx.i knoe its been a few weeks we didn't contact bud still eu are mine ferrever.dere's oso ti slyrics ferr eu dearxx to show eu tat eu meant alot to miie.k stop EMO freakk.hehe.okaes.my lyfe is better eversince i haf 'FRENS' whu can count on loike idahxx dearxx.yanz switharrts.eqa tweetyharrts.enn nadie darlxx.lurvee eu ol.esp. my family.whu is owaes being supportive.hehe.love them.i will oweas remember eu ol.i dun care abt the past now.cos ol of dem sukk rydd yanz switharrts?hehe.okaes i am going to post the lyrics.

the song[usah tinggalkn daku kekasih]
Usah tinggal daku kekasih
Usah biar aku bersedih
Percintaan ini memang zalim
Tak bermata tak berhati
Seolah-olah kini teracunnya dunia
Kita pernah riang bersama
Kita pernah rasai duga
Mereka ingin kita berpisah
Tanpa harga tanpa nilai
Tanpamu aku sepi
Ku tetap akan berpegang janji
Tuk hidup bersamamu walau diri sengsara
Tiada lagi airmata dapat ku merayu
Untuk bersamamu
Jgn tinggalkan aku
Walau sementara
Jgn biarkan dendam mempermainkan kita
Di mataku hanya kau
Penawar dari syurga
Usah dikau tinggalkan
Tinggal daku kekasih

goodiess

2006-04-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

hey.todae was great bud a bit emo.haha.well wat can i sae.i am a emo freakk.hmph.todae rydd my tie kenerr confiscate by mr chin pasal idahxx dearxx maen wit it.den rydd afterr skul,terpaksa jumperr mdm khong den great she didn't get angry she jus told idahxx dearxx nort to play animure.hehe.well wat can i sae.den straight to dha canteen waet ferr shiela enn falisha den shiela wanted to stay bakk so off miie enn falisha went home.yanz switharrts enn idahxx dearxx send miie enn falisha to dha bustop to see Z*****.hehe.den i went to IMM wit my dearest mummy enn sister.enn oso my busu enn iilah syg.den i bought alotsa of crap stuff.my dearest mummy bought fer miie ermm.an ADIDAS watch enn its green in colour.hehe.two shirts.yipee!hehe.den a pair of slippers.haha!wad a hepi shopping spree i had.den saw abg mick enn abg xialong enn their frens.haha.laterr my brother gonna change my fone skin enn put my name.yipee!abg mick kn kejerr kat IMM so we saw hiim.den maybe on sundae,dierr nk belikn my earpiece cos he took my earpiece.tk tau larr.manerr dierr punyerr earpiece.agaknyerr dierr mkn.dierr kn tikus.hehe.weepee!okeyys.gtg.bubbiexx.

stress

2006-04-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

okaes.todae wasn't tat great.cos i was in a bawd mood.a bit oni.cos he didn't msg me the whole dae.argh.its okeyys.i dun care.den after skul gort maths remedial.at last i udderstand.finally!i was so excited knowing it i volunteered myself to do the sums on dha board!!hehe.ahakz i gort a testi frm nadie she iish so touchiing.wen i read i feel loike cryiing.hehe.cos to me its so touchingg.okaes i gonna put it here.tis is it:
well syg ku.i owe u a testi rite?yeah i noe.kae.i know her lyk for a yr plus oreadie?well..kae..let me be frank here..i used to tynk shes sum1 who cant be trusted,those bitch types,plus,ignorant and backstabbingwell..im wrong..mid last yr that i found her the friend i need most.shes there wen u need her.shes there wenu shout her HELP shes there to be ur umbrella wen it rainsshes there to cheer u up and kip u away from problemsshes there to help u smileshes there to make u full wen u dun even have the appetite to eatshes the clownshes the jokershes the cute girl next doorshes that girl i used to hate.shes that girl that im now lovingshes that girl that im now treasuring..SUFIRAH ku..i pray and wish hard dat we will be frens till we grow up and old.

so touchiin rydd?thanxx dearxx.we are bonded!

sillydillyfee

doing some sh!ty project!!!

updateddddd!!!

wtf.

rite here and rite now

i dun entertain bitch!

180906

angst.

whatever shito you have.confront me.

let it be red

whatever fcuking shit

teacher's day

cry over enn over again

enough is enough

haiyo

what's the point?

another post for today

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lilo.ikah.fyza.ira.

weeeee~

dun care animure

a piece of my mind

i miss thoe BEAUTIFUL DAYS:)

lady of sorrows

weeeee~

WEEEEEEEEE~

siao kuku:)

I'm his lady of sorrows

SYGS

disaster love

tears will not fall from tis eyes

a nice walk home

saturdae

wat did i do tat makes eu become loike dat

the fukking dae

dreams

tuesdae

haixx

muii smile is FADING AWAY

dickey..

woohoo

camwhored

stop lah!

she have a life.do you?

dejected poet

STOOPID

sorie

gerls nowadaes!

pictures of saturdae outting

my sillydilly photos wit my sillydillystarwberrycupcakes

tank yar!!!!

am i over reacting?

:]]]

doesn't matter anymure

rocker boys ennn emo boys freakkinfuckin hawt!!

he's dha answer to my prayers

typicals!!

shoot me dead!

i didn't mean to get so close enn share wat we did

lukin away from reality

unfaithful by rihanna

.....

boredom strikes

she have a life.do you?

tales from a broken harrt

stop interferring!

i am jus trying to be ME!

promises are meant to be broken

[[not hafing a great tyme at ol]]

FiNally...Dey told the TRUTH...

*painnful

he's dha answer to my prayers

doesn't matter anymure

outing

***love it***finally

a note of tragedy

the painn iish still dere

dha painn eu create ferr miie

love itfinally